Shoes!

This year's Christmas is fabulous! Know why?

Cuz i went shopping and bought my first pumps!

now i got two pumps, one is a gift from my sis, and another is my own Christmas present!

ah, christmas...

this year my dad bought me an air conditioner...wuuuh~its cold~~

as Malaysian, i'm used to hot and wet weather...i can't stand cold~~~

this is my sis's gift

this is my new pumps!!^^

i'm so happy~~!

谁要请我？？

要重新找过假期工
谁要请我？不做夜班....


还有，要去KL，
怕老姐问我的事，
不是怕让她知道
只是怕它晕倒而已
虽然没有进展，我也不知道将来会不会有进展
剧情如何发展，不懂，唉.......

又是钱

哟~我看

为了要去KL

我不能在这个星期六去看2012了...

明明好期待的说....

因为妈不想我花钱

真的要找份兼职了

花店不行，我看药行要人吗？

哈哈

好想打工............

每次都是这样，想做的事都要为了钱而受阻滞。

钱真的没什么，但没了钱······我就头痛了····

是我太现实了吗？

朋友，请原谅我就是这样的女生

唉.......
有的时候我就是这样龟毛
唉.......不是我把钱看得很重
但是我很缺钱用嘛....唉
如果我是富家千金的话肯定不会那样的

所幸的是，我有能体谅我的好朋友们！
爱死你们哟~！！！

Sorry ne~

Sorry ne~

sorry to who?

Sorry to my mami, papa, sis, and myself.....and "you"

Sorry ne~

Sorry I din't study hard,

see...it is during exam, the end year exam, the most important exam of a year...

all my friends and classmates are working hard studying...

but I din't study today...

watching online movie for whole day....

watching ghibli studio movie...and kareshi kanojo no jijon......

and......doing nothing......

I do not have the mood to study...everything are not going into my mind...

I had promise "you" that i will try my best, but i don't....

I am not trying my best....

wasting my time of a week simply studied few pages from the reference books.....

then, doing nothing....

I know what I want, but I am not motivated.....

I have plans to study, but not now, after the exam......

I sure I will drop........haiz..........

tomorrow will be Chemistry, and when look at the references book

it reminds me of the teacher's face, OMG, she sucks......

I am not going to tuition class this year,

so I have to be more hardworking, to reach my dream

''You'' are preparing an important exam of your life,

And I will try my best to catch up my classmates steps

Ishyoni gambaro~~

八

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二



三




四





还有



五和六





七和八


加油！

I HATE TAT!

I really really really hate tat!!!!!
they are over protecting me!!
I HATE TAT!!!
I am not allow to do this do that!!
Jus becuz of their reason of DANGEROUS!
I am not a kid!
I know doing tat have risk!
BUT I know how to protect myself!!
I can be an independent human!!
Why dont you let me fall down and know how pain it is?
Dont over protecting me!!!!!
Actually
I dont really need to ask their permission before doing something!
I am just informing them!!
jus becoz they are my parents!!

sungguh MALANG

I ya....
sungguh malang hari ni................
haiz.......................................
haIZ.......................
HAIZ..............................................................................................
why so unlucky................?
the test in facebook says i oni have 18% of luck today.................
tats why i am so unlucky...........?..........so malang................?
really wish to rub off todays memory..............
GOD! let my memory of 28.9.2009 get lost!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我的blog没问题啦~~~

开我的BLOG的时候不要开多多TAB，不然它会生更多TAB，没完没了。。。=。=
when open my blog, pls dun open too many things in a new tab, or nor it will "born" lots of tab...lots....=.=

U are a stuipid stupid

U are a stupid stupid
we all are stupid stupid
the world is going stupid
humans are being stupid
lets be a stupid stupid...

Rojak English

let me introduce what is rojak English

Rojak--a kind of Malay salad in Malaysia, the salad was mix with various of local fruit. the salad are usually in black, cuz the "mayonaise" on it was special and traditional Malay sauce. But, as Chinese and Indian land in Tanah Melayu, the sauce have a little bit of changes, other races add some other taste in it, and the new taste made a big different in Rojak, various type of rojak are "born", a rojak will have the taste of sour, sweet, bitter and also spicy, now rojak is a famous food in Malaysia. And, most of Malaysians love rojak.

Ok, back to the topics of rojak English.
English is a language, where rojak English is a language too! It was a language which can only be heard in Malaysia, it is not an official nor formal language to use. But, in the everyday of Malaysians, rojak English are always used. Rojak English are english mix with Malay, Hokkien, cantonese and other languages. Rojak English are also called as Rojak Language. Well, in wikipedia, it says rojak language was bad, but for me it was a unique language in Malaysia, it was a great mixture of Malaysians language, it was a dialect of our country...

and i just wrote what i feel, dun catch me~

打一通电话之过程

鼓起勇气，吸了很大的一口气，我那起电话柄。
按下了号码，
du du, 快支持不下去啦！hold住呼吸~
du du，〉。〈想挂电话啦！
du du，右手握紧电话柄，左手已向挂电话钮迈去，
du...啊！有人说话了! 快收起左手，吸了一小口气说声："halo..." >,<

以上，某女子鼓起勇气打了的一通电话之过程，
这让某女子大悟，原来打一通电话会让人窒息...=.=

For Malaysians

A clip by Yasmin Ahmad

A Comment by a viewer(not me):
妈妈说：“ 我们这中人在这里没有机会的。。。” 代表妈妈心里存在着种族主义植。。。

儿子说：“我这里有朋友。。。” 而从他对那友族女孩的表现里看得出他并没对友族女孩有偏见。。。

想想如果母亲没有讲：“你跟那个马来婆谈这样久做什么？！” 那男孩会因为5仙不卖巧克力给那女孩吗？

从片尾男孩把巧克力放下，旁边放着收回来的2零吉。其实他并不在乎，不计较那5仙。。。

整个短片想表达的只是：“年轻人的脑子里根本没有所谓的种族主义，只是上一代把种族主义传承给下一代而已。。。”

Original post at 15Malaysia--- http://15malaysia.com/films/chocolate/

闷死了~BORING~!!!

闷死了~又一直下雨，向出去都不行~
这假期闷死了！！！

BORING~and it is raining these day~
this holiday is so BORING!!!

一杯水--姓庄的

喂~~姓庄的
欠你一杯水哦！
别忘记！

带我的灵魂去买鞋吧~~~

带我的灵魂去买鞋吧~~~
我要去shopping!!
今晚的梦是鞋子~~

我的电话~my mobile phones

就这样，很倒霉的，第一次带电话去学校就被没收。
刚被没收时我还很冷静，还跟老师谈条件，让我把重要的电号抄下。
虽然是抄到了，但也是忘了抄几个人的。
一个月啊~没电话用。
也好啦，不用供电话费。算了
妈妈都奇怪我那么放得开。
不然叻，要我大吵大闹吗？哈哈...
但这一阁月我都不能跟他信息咯，接下来又有一个星期不见面。
或许过了这星期就没了吧。就说了，我好像又要搞砸一些事了。
唉....一切随缘。

读书重要...!!

happiy is not happy today...
my mobile phone confiscated by my teacher(baka teacher)
really don't know why schools in Malaysia did not allow their students take mobile phones to school
you know, in this era globalisasi, we NEED mobile phones!!!
don't bother those who take some bullshit video or photos, I REALLY NEED MY MOBILE PHONE!!!
Owww~~

really baka teacher, go hell and %$@*&>>>>.....

感恩有你们这班好伙伴！

虽然the conclusion is...我要去跟老师交代
但这也是我应该做的啦，谈判这种事。
但也要谢谢你们给我想办法，不，是给这个团体想办法。
你们都挺热心的，谢谢哦！
至少我们开会时很快乐的，叫你们工作也都有做，也很同意最后决定（因为是大家一起讨论的嘛）
或许你们会认为我还挺不懂事的，不对，我只是跟你们的想法一致，并且希望能达到共识。
我也是会坚持己见的！
钱的事大家放心！有时我会再call你们的！

BK

BK BK BK BK BK BK BK BK BK!!!!

不懂情绪干吗被莫名的波动。。。

是很讨厌这种拖拖拉拉的感觉

是很不喜欢这种迷迷糊糊的情况

好想快结束。

反正自己的耐力一项都不好，又或许这不是对的树

哎，也不懂自己到底想怎样。

就这样顺其自然？

我也想。。。

但是女人的神经线本来就错纵复杂

想啊想的，害怕自己被耍！

真想撞墙！

tomorrow~~~

Tomorrow, the party will held
I am going to perform a dance with the other 19 dancer.
Waltz, the dance we just practice for 2 days, and we are performing it 2mr...=.=

just now we just stay back at school to practice,from 2.30pm till 6.00pm, i miss my lunch and my stomach pain-pain....555555.....

BUT i will ganbate!

忙啊~

忙里抽空！写了这个。

刚上任就得收拾怎么多东西，哎...
但我会好好加油的！有你们的合作和支持！
加油加油！！

让人陶醉

风儿轻拂我的脸， 举起我的发丝，黑眼瞳中只映出这片让我如痴如醉的新绿田园。看着稻草儿的一撇一弯，不禁让我嘴角弧起。这片田被家乡的路衬托着，在嫣红夕阳的熏染下，更让人陶醉。

做咖吨Jogathon

Phew....at last, the school jogathon(marathon) had ended....
it is just only 10:18pm and i am already so sleepy...

this year jogathon is quite different, it is not that boring as last year's.
I've talk a lot with a friend when I am on duty with she. OK! I am not going to be "steamed" anymore!! GENKI－DAYO!!!

and more....
I had talked to an old friend again...nope! not only AN
quite glad...

翻译给我懒惰读英文的某朋友：
跑完啦！看到了一些很吓人的场面，知道了很多事，要改变改变啦！
和一些旧朋友联络上啦！很开心一下！（详情自己读英文的！）

Yay! sushi to onigiri!

YayYay! I made a sushi, although it is just tuna sushi, quite happy!
I made Onigiri too!the size are chubby and small,like me! haha
Well, I have small hands, so my onigiri are small too!( my palm width are about 6cm(2.5 inches) only....)
and thanks to my cousin---Ni, for teaching me the way of rolling sushi!

this are my sushi! it is the dinner for me,my mom and my niece...

My failure dish...

yesterday I did onigiri but it was a failure....because of the rice
It seems that the rice of our country are different from the rice of Japan
the rice can't stick together...

haiz....later i learn the way of adding rice vinegar into the rice after it is cooked
Luckily I have a cousin who is supeeeeer good in culinary!

next time i am going to make sushi!!!

hmmm...i seem to be love cooking huh?
OK! I'll cook my favourite dish(curry chicken) too!!

Turning with Juuni Kokki's OST

the anime i watched--Juuni Kokki( twelve kingdom), ananime based on a novel. I watched it at twelve once, but attracted to it great story, I watched it again these few days, I am now bigger, have another view of this anime and the story and the message in this anime, Learned a lot. a very good anime.

This anime have great soundtrack. Mostly Chinese orchestra,and some of them are a perfect combination of western music instrument and eastern music instrument.

My favourite song in twelve kingdom is Shihouka 思芳歌.


more at http://www.keiichianimeforever.com/music/Juuni-Kokki/

Waiting for my Meiji....

Meiji chocolate....my second favourite chocolate!!
currently waiting my sister who is coming home from Kuala Lumpur...who is taking the Meiji Chocolate!!
It is hard to find Meiji chocolate in Penang, I've heard that there are a shop which selling Japanese stuff at Gurney.

But due to my tight schedule(I am a busy one ...haha), and I have no vehicle to take me to the other side of the Penang Island, and my father are sooooo worried when his little daughter go shopping, So i haven't go to Gurney for long long looooong time......pity huh?

Last month, when i went to Kuala Lumpur to visit my sister, I went to Sunway pyramid and went to a shop selling Japanese stuff. I bought Mow ice-cream and Meiji chocolate bar, hmmm...both are tasty!

I love Japanese food, especially sushi and oyakodon. I love to eat takoyaki too! haha!Occha is good too!

ブザービット 崖っぷちのヘロー

Yamapi's new drama--Buzzer Beat Gakeppuchi no Hero!!



It is coming out at 13th of July!!!
Very looking forward to it!!

Excited!! Kyaaaa~~(haha)

R.I.P MJ

Michael Jackson, rest is peace at his year of 50
the King of Pop suddenly dead, sure a lots of people miss him or get a shock!
first I know him when I was 5, when my brother present his dance
this one........

in somebody's wedding, I slightly know who is MJ
My father got some MJ album, such as the statue one and Bad

as I know how to use the CD player, i keep watching his Album but no idea what is he doing...
that is when I am 6, I love to watch the Ghost, especially the ceiling walking part, it is scary~~(for the six year old me)

MJ , the King of Pop, Rest In Peace...

Not that type

Today, when i ask my teacher the way of making homemade bread
she get a shock when she knows that i have a hobby of culinary and sewing...haha
like she doesn't believe

really, my style is not that type, i am like a sporty type...or outgoing type..
hmm.... hyperactive...haha
well, i have a hobby of swimming and dancing too, (and going to the beach ^.^)
kinda moderate personality
I love both--slender type and sporty type

when i am 14, i fell into punk style music cuz of Avril Lavigne
I went on learning Drum

At 15, i fell on piano and learn piano while i am a keyboard player
it is quite fun, it is so free to do things i like

Well, culinary, swimming, sewing and dancing are my hobby
love to do those things!

脱下乌龟壳

我的心是一只乌龟
害怕时就会把内心躲起来，用外壳面对

我的外壳不是坚强的一面
它只是个刻有美丽花纹的外壳
它只能让我的心好过一点
它让我的心成为很好的演员
演的完美无瑕无破绽

我的心撑乌龟壳撑得累了，一针我就受不了


好想脱下来...





但我不能....太多要顾虑了.............

words for the Sea

Well,since when...i love the sea

Wondering what is on the other side of the sea....

across the ships, the whales, the ocean....

What is waiting for me there?

or

is there really anything waiting me?

I'll search, search for the one who I have waited so long to meet....

shore......

Training Camp's photos

during the training camp, i took some photos with my mobile phone:

Station Game


Hahaha


Lean


Yew


Baka Sam

Chung ling butterworth scout with their campfire

two little turtle(camp) watching the sea

Yew who spoiled the view(hahaha)

Station game

when i am free

训练营

结束了为期三天两夜的训练营，这个训练营有苦亦有乐。
大家都尽了力，虽然还是有点不顺利，
但我们这39人有了与众不同的美好回忆，体验了与众不同的野外生活
大家对彼此有更深一沉的了解，成了朋友
我同时又更爱大海了，因为当我伤心时，对着大海，听大海的声音
心很宁静，眼泪也会被释放出来，
大海就像在为我疏解压力，安慰我。

在训练营里，我有两个朋友，一个生病了，一个胃痛
在最后一天都被送去医院了，用船
生病的是荣炜，他发烧了，发烧前一天，可以从他脸红的程度看出他人有多热。
晚上十二点到，他就直接睡在沙到完的地上，直到深夜，志铭才发现他发烧了。
荣炜是因为人热，加上前一天没睡，就倒了
隔天，他就只能躺着，好像很幸苦。
胃痛的是家威，在大家正在洗澡准备回时，他突然肚子痛，症状就像盲肠炎
吓坏了大家，之前我才遇见他好好的，怎知转过头，
他就和荣炜还有另一个不舒服的ahli送去医院，但到岸后，他说只是胃痛
大家才松了一口气，之后大家就一直叮咛他多吃东西，不吃辣，多吃甜
可见我们着一班人的好感情...嘻嘻
其实这两人都是很壮的，两个都是muscle man，但两人都倒了。

另外，我和嘉燕一起冲凉。你的我的看到完。哈哈哈
这次我们两个挺粘的，淑莲很忙，所以就剩下我们这两多金花。
两人在一起很疯狂，一起奔海被罚，拿着tissue paper就坐在角落一起挖鼻子etc
我们也遇见了北海钟灵scout，他们的食物不见了，我们还拿些过去呢！（虽然我有点不爽他们）
再次证明童军是团结合作、互相帮助的。

虽然很忙，有点不快乐，但很爽。苦的甜的大家一起吃，很难得。

Sharing the sky to you~

Sky with clouds

the cloudy sky

my favourite place with the cloudy sky

sky on the sea

Can't believe it

Wow!! i can't believe that we sat together and have breakfast only the two of us!!!
since 2 years ago he is so cold to me, and we are like having a wall between us...
juzz can't believe....

first, the atmosphere is a little awkward, we did not talk
and he start the topic...that time i was like HUuuh......=.="

well, time pass by...those unhappy memories should be left back
maybe when the preparation for camping is over,
we will back into those 'cold' relationships
but it is a good sign that we may be friend again....

well, only Gods knows wat will happen later...

Beach! i am coming!!!!

it is just only 2 days left for us to go to monkey beach for camping....
OMG, sleepover in the school!!!
our gang are going to share ghost stories again....
AHHH, i am afraid ,excited, and happy!
i have heard lots of stories about our school at night...(gulps)

and how is it sleeping in a camp at the beach??
I have sleep in a forest b4 at Langkawi Island.
but this sure will be different!!

loooooooooooooking forward to it!!!

I change my blog!!

cuz of some error in my last blog, happiy go lucky....i switch to this blog!
so continue my journey of blogging here!