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I'm Back!我回来了！

2011-03-17T15:49:00.004+08:00

I'm back to Penang from the National Service Program that last for 66 days in Kem Rimba Taqwa, Sik, Kedah.
Such a wonderful experience i had there.
I met lots of people.
They are different from people i know back in my village.
But they are same in some aspect.
I found out that i am such a quite person in a brand new environment. I just stay quite and listen to what they say, i still keep on laughing and smiling, but less talking.

My mind are opened.
"the more you know the more you know you don't know."
I found something in through this program, something that i had been searching for a long time, something that had full filled my heart, thank God for this blessing and grace.

I know a lot of people from different school, different places, different backgrounds. There are: rabbit, hamster, panda, frog, elephant, currents,kj lim, apple, mango, banana(this is all their nicknames) and a lot a lot a lot of people. I found people that share same personalities with me, I met quite a number of Conan Fans too. Hehe.....

The life in kem are tiring.
We wake up at six, Muslims at 5am. Have damn physical training at 6.30am. Then a rushing breakfast at 7.40pm. Have boring classes at 8.30am for the whole morning. After that, have our lunch at 12.30pm. then rest and have a bath or wash our clothes. 2.15pm we will start our afternoon session activities such as marching, kraf hutan, tali tinggi, pembelajaran peta and so on. 4.30pm, our afternoon tea. then it is time for us to have excercise, mostly i go jogging with Michell. 6pm, our dinner(really early dinner for me because i have my dinner at nine in home). 7pm to 9pm, we non Muslims are not allowed to go anywhere except Dewan Makan. We have to wait there until 9pm, the Muslims will go into surau to pray and hear ceramah. During this two hours, Christians will gather together and have activities like praying, worshiping and sharing. That is Christians Fellowship. every Tuesday and Friday are open days for non-Christian to join them. On that days we will play games.
This repeating life is boring but i learned a lot. My knowledge grows day by day.my mind was opened wider and wider everyday. I have started to open out my heart and learn how to share. Thank God.

What is different?
My skin tone is different--->darker
My weight is different--->lower(^@^)
My mind is different--->opened
My........a lot are different...lol

I've learned:
tolerance, discipline, sharing, caring, open minded, be polite, keep on learning, lower yourself, honest to yourself, respecting others.There is nothing worth in the world that can make us sad or unhappy,God had prepared better things for us uphead, we should be fulfilled and thankful for what we had now,for God had blessed us with His grace.

EXCEPT the torture we get in the program, National Service is still a good thing! YEAH! :D

离家

2010-09-27T20:04:00.003+08:00

最近和家里发生了些争执
跟父母关系有些不好
虽然他们已经尽力对我笑笑，对我友好
对彼此友善，深怕会影响我的考试
但是还是我还是一样，对他们又爱又恨
或许是我不成熟，叛逆
那如果离家才能知道家的美好，家的温暖
那就让我离家吧......在那未来
我总有离家的日子
或许我那时就会明白，家的好
就会接受，家是在争吵的气氛下得到快乐的
就会习惯，姐姐所说的那个必须习惯
虽然只为了芝麻小事争吵，说了伤害彼此的话
就算被伤害的不是我自己，
但我不能像姐姐一样挂上笑容，说笑搞气氛
不能像哥哥一样不理会
但我不能，我不能上一秒生气伤心，下一秒笑嘻嘻
因为我不觉得在家，还需要戴上面具
他们以为他们吵架不关孩子的事，是，这是你们的相处方式
但我需要时间接受，因为从小，你们就让我以为你们很幸福恩爱
难免会让我有些阴影，对未来失去点点信心，对婚姻造成一点点恐惧
让我那么渴望一个可以细心聆听并了解我的人
或许是现在的孩子比较脆弱，抗压能力弱，但我会试着习惯
习惯这一切，直到我长大
直到我感到家的美好、温暖
因为我爱我的家人，不管他们是如何

Natsume Yuujinchou-ED- Aishiteru - Kourin

2010-09-17T18:19:00.000+08:00

from one of my favourite anime, Natsume Yuujiin Chou

and here is the full version

Aishiteru means love u, it is a nice song~

english traslation of this song

Hey, just for a little more
just for a little more, please listen to me
Hey, just for a little more
is it alright to be just a little more wilful?
Right after receiving, it seems to disappear again
Could you say something to me?

I love you, I love you
Until the end of the world
While smiling foolishly,
try saying it -
"I love you"
even though its such a simple, thing, i can't do it
I wished to the sky to be able to love properly.

Hey, there are so many thing that
i want to know, and that i don't know well of.
Thus, with these two bodies that can't become one,
we hugged with all our might.

Just by being here with me,
the world has already begun changing.
this monotonic scenery
look, it now reflects such vividness
before i knew it, we were so separated
lets walk on holding hands
Lets ask they sky
if we are able to continue loving properly.

Even if the day that we must part comes
If there are days that I can think of you, I guess thats alright.
Someday the meaning behind our separation will arrive
Because we made a promise, lets move on to tomorrow.

I love you, I love you
Until the end of the world
While smiling foolishly,
try saying it -
"I love you"
even though its such a simple, thing, i can't do it
I wished to the sky to be able to love properly.
I wished to the sky...

九月十七日

2010-09-17T17:07:00.000+08:00

今天天气真凉爽~
天阴阴的。
对阴天的感觉还好，不出门想待在家时就觉得很舒服
想出门的话就比较担心（但是坐车去不会被雨淋的地方就非常ok！）
所以我算是喜欢阴天的吧，这种有点阳光的阴天

今天预考第一天，考了华语
华语还算有把握，但是昨熬夜读的名句没出。
新竹高于旧竹枝，全凭老干为扶持
就agak agak的写出它的含义，不懂对不对。

接下来也要好好加油！
今晚就读KM吧！
明天读。。。。
明天早上再想吧！！

减肥减肥~

2010-09-17T15:58:00.001+08:00

超重两公斤了，该减肥了~！

控制饮食
早餐=麦片+水果
午餐=妈煮什么吃什么（通常是饭+菜+蛋or肉）
晚餐=饭+汤+菜
多喝水水~！

运动
有空就去跑步二十分钟吧

睡眠
早睡早起身体好~

好啦，最难的part，少吃零食~

饭后不直接喝水
睡前四小时不吃东西
摆脱压力~~

坚持下去~减掉2.5kg~！！

过段日子，就不把你藏起来了

2010-09-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

这个部落格，鲜为人知
因为我把它藏起来，不想让大家知道
只让别人自己发现它的存在
因为这里算是一个发泄的地方吧

看会之前的post，
发现了以前写的一些东西，那时的我还发着作家的梦
写了又不敢发表，胆小鬼一个
现在我要把它们post在另一个部落格拉~
完成以下当年的心愿
虽然只是开头，因为我总是没有那份毅力去完成

这个部落格，鲜为人知
过段日子，就不把你藏起来了

白羊觉得孤单了

2010-09-08T13:22:00.000+08:00

觉得孤单了，就拿起书看看，找些事做做
觉得孤单了，就放空以下，
一直以来，不就都是一个人的嘛
一个人在走廊上行走
一个人等车
一个人买东西
一个人在家
一个人做功课
一个人....

其实是不是该改掉我的坏习惯呢？
不强颜欢笑，打开心扉
更让别人看得透？
白羊座的我就是这样，爱逞强，死要面子，总把真我藏起来
哈哈哈~~
在别人面前总是哈哈大小，朋友好像很多
真正被我列为朋友的不多，因为我很难信任一个人
该学会接受范围以外的人事物了，
交新朋友，交心朋友
不该在活在自己的世界，这样肯定会变青蛙的！
不能接受自己成为井底之蛙！！
而且再这样下去，会变得很孤立的

我不要一个人，不要丢下我一个人！

我喜欢向日葵

2010-08-31T17:30:00.000+08:00

我喜欢向日葵，因为它有太阳，
如果我是向日葵，谁会是我的太阳？

好高骛远，不自量力，对！我就是！

2010-08-28T00:45:00.000+08:00

昨天读了学校的校讯，做了个测试
你在一个汪洋大海上，有东西海面在出现，你认为是什么？
有四个选择：我选了鲸鱼
结果是:个性好妄想，有好高骛远而不切实际之处，因而又是不自量力，一直陷入困境

哇，很准！
我就是爱想，爱幻想，又有点自视过高，自大的倾向。
给自己定的目标总是很高
但是，我给自己定高的目标我就誓必要做到
因为白羊座的我是很好胜滴，怎么能输给自己呢？？
不能！！

哇！！干劲十足阿！！
最近又做了件傻事，平时不拜拜的我的的确确“临时抱佛脚”啦！
我烧香拜神，请神明保佑我学习顺利~
哈哈哈~~~平时不读书，不听课，不做功课
还剩擦不多两个月的时间都不懂怎么死了，所以只好连这招都用上了哈哈哈
90多天的时间，该怎么用？
三科科学要读，国文华文英文的写作能力要提升，成千的数学练习要做
....
...
..
.
恩，我行的!（妈常对我说的）
虽然没什么自信，师长们或许觉得我没希望
但我还是相信自己或许做不到一百分，但也能有85分！
或许目标未必能完成，但我绝对会尽力！
即使或许已经迟了，但总好过放弃，未来再后悔！

恩！加油！！
我要很努力很努力很努力！！
我要把困境转成仙境！（爆发中XD）
我现在就切实际的努努力力！

学会认错

2010-08-26T20:36:00.000+08:00

当我们真正学会真心说出对不起，承认自己的错误
那才真的是长大了
活了十七年，有多少次的对不起是真心知错的对不起呢？
不给自己找借口，坦然面对自己的错误
学会不高昂着头，放下自尊，理智的，认真的看待自己的错误
学会说好对不起。
接受了错误，告诉自己以后都不会犯同样的错了！
学会接受错误、改掉它，才会进步！

学会向父母低头认错，学会好好的对待父母
不喜欢父母的过错，就告诉他们，柔和的。
他们改不了，就改变自己接受，因为父母都老了，要改变是不容易的。
许多事只要改变态度，结果就会不一样。

或许这想法很天真，说起来很容易
但真正去做时--很难。
而我会尝试，踏出第一步（改变自己的态度和脾气）。
许多道理自己都知道，但有多少是自己真正体验过，真正懂得呢？
会对待好自己的父母，才会对待好其他人。
控制自己，因为成功的人就是懂得自制的人。
不做个会说不会做的人！

更新啦随写

2010-07-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

超级久的久的久的

没来更新这东西了

原因：忘了这东西，也没什么想写，因为不太想让人知道我的事，嘻嘻嘻

最后，那下巴被咬得同学提起这东西，才想到要来写些什么

其实嘛，最近还挺烦的

问题一下子涌起来

这些问题呢，说是问题又不是问题，并非不得不去解决

但是这些问题会困扰我

所以我就选择了顺其自然，不理那么多

毕竟既来之则安之，谁也不知道会有什么进展。不用理那么多

也没什么动静，不用去想太多，如果对方出招，我就见招拆招！！

哈哈哈，虽然酱说好像在打仗，但其实不是啦。。。

只是如果真要我解决这些问题，我还真不会，

因为这是需要时间考虑的问题。而且真实性有待‘考察’。

yes or no 是很难答的！

现在我该做的，是拼了老命的读书！！

我有理想！但诺不再努力，就没有能力完成理想！

不能再这样继续下去了！！加油！

集中精神读书！感谢SPM给我思想的寄托~XD

books, musics, milk...clear my soul

2010-05-17T17:11:00.000+08:00

i have start to read books recently,

but mostly fantasy stories by Diana Wynne Jones,

hahaha, i'm still young.

reading help to calm my soul...

let me have no free to think of others, think of nonsence.

Recently, I am addicted to Olivia Ong's You and Me.

Nice song. Love it.

....Feel the warmth, that only summer breezes can bring...

...I wish for this to be true for you and me....

some lyrics that always swim into my brain.

since a month ago, my father decided to let me drink milk.

Fresh Hot Milk.

He said it help my sleep quality and cure my insomnia.

I love milk too, it helps me getting fairer skin.

hahaha...

these three things, help me.

clear my mind.

clear my soul.

help me build my innerself.

save me from nonsense idea.

let me not think of others, not think of nonsense.

Books, Music, Milk.....

我有梦想

2010-04-17T18:03:00.000+08:00

我有个学长，他说过他有24个梦想。

我不输他，我也有很多梦想！

老师

辅导员

心理医生

作家

医生

护士

老板娘

厨师

贤妻良母XD

幼稚园院长

校长

律师

导演

编辑

旅行家

电脑工程师

电玩工程师

game master

服装设计

理发师（我的头发都自己来的）

房屋设计

室内设计

搞笑艺人XDXD

懒惰虫

小丑

也差不多24个。不赖吧！

随想~想什么写什么

2010-04-09T18:55:00.000+08:00

今天在班上拍了生活照，和大家一起。

好开心~！朋友们都和乐融融~~

各种各样的pose都有，

还有外星人版断背山XD

超搞笑的

我自己的脸哪，还是圆圆的~像月亮酱。。。哈哈哈

直到今天我才真的感受到我就要毕业了，

许多事都已经是最后一次了，就要离开学校，

过了今年，就没有中学生活了。

在迎临重要的战争后（spm），就要脱下那蓝裙白衣的战袍。

大家都已开始为战争作准备。

而我啊，要等把少狮会的事处理好，才能专心准备会考。

五年前的我和五年后现在的我，

其实没多大改变，还是迷迷糊糊，天真直接（这是遗传！我全家人都酱，我严重点罢了！）

只是对许多事的看法有所改变，想的东西也不一样了。

开始懂得分轻重，也知道朋友的可贵。

不仅如此，我也在中学的最后一年，回归华乐团~（其实是为了义气奋身一跃！）

结果学会了柳琴这玩意儿，我好喜欢这玩意儿~

在生活里慢半拍的我，合奏时总是快三拍，和以前学琴时没两样，拍子烂！XD

我也开始学会独立，

自己洗衣服，偶尔做做家务，要去哪儿要自己去，

慢慢的不依赖别人。

最近这几天，肠胃好多了，没什么毛病，不错不错。哈哈哈

从小到大，肠胃都不好，消化常常不良，希望从现在开始有得改善！

人缘

2010-01-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

上了中学四年，今年第五年。

发现，自己的人缘好象不是很好...

唉，从中三开始就比较少朋友了。。。

也一直都努力地在改善人缘

但是应该是办法用错，不然就是本身性格的问题

朋友比较少。。。唉。。。

可能自己有时对朋友比较不客气

认为已经是朋友了所以就比较随便，哈哈哈，也会没礼貌

会开朋友玩笑。。。而且自己说话比较冲，比较直，比较容易中伤别人，为人又比较霸道

唉。。。说话这方面好像改不来，所以还是静静就好。。。尽量拉。。。

想交新朋友又不懂怎样交。。。唉。。。

在想，毕业之后会有多少个朋友还能继续联络。。。

有时，也会想到现在要好的朋友，毕业之后还会一起出来吗。。。

Shoes!

2009-12-26T00:35:00.000+08:00

This year's Christmas is fabulous! Know why?

Cuz i went shopping and bought my first pumps!

now i got two pumps, one is a gift from my sis, and another is my own Christmas present!

ah, christmas...

this year my dad bought me an air conditioner...wuuuh~its cold~~

as Malaysian, i'm used to hot and wet weather...i can't stand cold~~~

this is my sis's gift

this is my new pumps!!^^

i'm so happy~~!

谁要请我？？

2009-11-20T19:16:00.000+08:00

要重新找过假期工
谁要请我？不做夜班....

还有，要去KL，
怕老姐问我的事，
不是怕让她知道
只是怕它晕倒而已
虽然没有进展，我也不知道将来会不会有进展
剧情如何发展，不懂，唉.......

又是钱

2009-11-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

哟~我看

为了要去KL

我不能在这个星期六去看2012了...

明明好期待的说....

因为妈不想我花钱

真的要找份兼职了

花店不行，我看药行要人吗？

哈哈

好想打工............

每次都是这样，想做的事都要为了钱而受阻滞。

钱真的没什么，但没了钱······我就头痛了····

是我太现实了吗？

朋友，请原谅我就是这样的女生

2009-11-16T19:13:00.000+08:00

唉.......
有的时候我就是这样龟毛
唉.......不是我把钱看得很重
但是我很缺钱用嘛....唉
如果我是富家千金的话肯定不会那样的

所幸的是，我有能体谅我的好朋友们！
爱死你们哟~！！！

Sorry ne~

2009-11-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

Sorry ne~

sorry to who?

Sorry to my mami, papa, sis, and myself.....and "you"

Sorry ne~

Sorry I din't study hard,

see...it is during exam, the end year exam, the most important exam of a year...

all my friends and classmates are working hard studying...

but I din't study today...

watching online movie for whole day....

watching ghibli studio movie...and kareshi kanojo no jijon......

and......doing nothing......

I do not have the mood to study...everything are not going into my mind...

I had promise "you" that i will try my best, but i don't....

I am not trying my best....

wasting my time of a week simply studied few pages from the reference books.....

then, doing nothing....

I know what I want, but I am not motivated.....

I have plans to study, but not now, after the exam......

I sure I will drop........haiz..........

tomorrow will be Chemistry, and when look at the references book

it reminds me of the teacher's face, OMG, she sucks......

I am not going to tuition class this year,

so I have to be more hardworking, to reach my dream

''You'' are preparing an important exam of your life,

And I will try my best to catch up my classmates steps

Ishyoni gambaro~~

八

2009-10-31T01:35:00.000+08:00

一

二

三

四

还有

五和六

七和八

加油！

I HATE TAT!

2009-10-06T17:04:00.000+08:00

I really really really hate tat!!!!!
they are over protecting me!!
I HATE TAT!!!
I am not allow to do this do that!!
Jus becuz of their reason of DANGEROUS!
I am not a kid!
I know doing tat have risk!
BUT I know how to protect myself!!
I can be an independent human!!
Why dont you let me fall down and know how pain it is?
Dont over protecting me!!!!!
Actually
I dont really need to ask their permission before doing something!
I am just informing them!!
jus becoz they are my parents!!

sungguh MALANG

2009-09-29T22:43:00.001+08:00

I ya....
sungguh malang hari ni................
haiz.......................................
haIZ.......................
HAIZ..............................................................................................
why so unlucky................?
the test in facebook says i oni have 18% of luck today.................
tats why i am so unlucky...........?..........so malang................?
really wish to rub off todays memory..............
GOD! let my memory of 28.9.2009 get lost!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我的blog没问题啦~~~

2009-09-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

开我的BLOG的时候不要开多多TAB，不然它会生更多TAB，没完没了。。。=。=
when open my blog, pls dun open too many things in a new tab, or nor it will "born" lots of tab...lots....=.=

U are a stuipid stupid

2009-09-14T14:15:00.000+08:00

U are a stupid stupid
we all are stupid stupid
the world is going stupid
humans are being stupid
lets be a stupid stupid...

Rojak English

2009-09-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

let me introduce what is rojak English

Rojak--a kind of Malay salad in Malaysia, the salad was mix with various of local fruit. the salad are usually in black, cuz the "mayonaise" on it was special and traditional Malay sauce. But, as Chinese and Indian land in Tanah Melayu, the sauce have a little bit of changes, other races add some other taste in it, and the new taste made a big different in Rojak, various type of rojak are "born", a rojak will have the taste of sour, sweet, bitter and also spicy, now rojak is a famous food in Malaysia. And, most of Malaysians love rojak.

Ok, back to the topics of rojak English.
English is a language, where rojak English is a language too! It was a language which can only be heard in Malaysia, it is not an official nor formal language to use. But, in the everyday of Malaysians, rojak English are always used. Rojak English are english mix with Malay, Hokkien, cantonese and other languages. Rojak English are also called as Rojak Language. Well, in wikipedia, it says rojak language was bad, but for me it was a unique language in Malaysia, it was a great mixture of Malaysians language, it was a dialect of our country...

and i just wrote what i feel, dun catch me~

打一通电话之过程

2009-09-04T17:27:00.000+08:00

鼓起勇气，吸了很大的一口气，我那起电话柄。
按下了号码，
du du, 快支持不下去啦！hold住呼吸~
du du，〉。〈想挂电话啦！
du du，右手握紧电话柄，左手已向挂电话钮迈去，
du...啊！有人说话了! 快收起左手，吸了一小口气说声："halo..." >,<

以上，某女子鼓起勇气打了的一通电话之过程，
这让某女子大悟，原来打一通电话会让人窒息...=.=

For Malaysians

2009-09-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

A clip by Yasmin Ahmad

A Comment by a viewer(not me):
妈妈说：“ 我们这中人在这里没有机会的。。。” 代表妈妈心里存在着种族主义植。。。

儿子说：“我这里有朋友。。。” 而从他对那友族女孩的表现里看得出他并没对友族女孩有偏见。。。

想想如果母亲没有讲：“你跟那个马来婆谈这样久做什么？！” 那男孩会因为5仙不卖巧克力给那女孩吗？

从片尾男孩把巧克力放下，旁边放着收回来的2零吉。其实他并不在乎，不计较那5仙。。。

整个短片想表达的只是：“年轻人的脑子里根本没有所谓的种族主义，只是上一代把种族主义传承给下一代而已。。。”

Original post at 15Malaysia--- http://15malaysia.com/films/chocolate/

闷死了~BORING~!!!

2009-08-27T17:26:00.000+08:00

闷死了~又一直下雨，向出去都不行~
这假期闷死了！！！

BORING~and it is raining these day~
this holiday is so BORING!!!

一杯水--姓庄的

2009-08-25T09:54:00.000+08:00

喂~~姓庄的
欠你一杯水哦！
别忘记！

带我的灵魂去买鞋吧~~~

2009-08-21T19:32:00.000+08:00

带我的灵魂去买鞋吧~~~
我要去shopping!!
今晚的梦是鞋子~~

我的电话~my mobile phones

2009-08-20T15:16:00.000+08:00

就这样，很倒霉的，第一次带电话去学校就被没收。
刚被没收时我还很冷静，还跟老师谈条件，让我把重要的电号抄下。
虽然是抄到了，但也是忘了抄几个人的。
一个月啊~没电话用。
也好啦，不用供电话费。算了
妈妈都奇怪我那么放得开。
不然叻，要我大吵大闹吗？哈哈...
但这一阁月我都不能跟他信息咯，接下来又有一个星期不见面。
或许过了这星期就没了吧。就说了，我好像又要搞砸一些事了。
唉....一切随缘。

读书重要...!!

happiy is not happy today...
my mobile phone confiscated by my teacher(baka teacher)
really don't know why schools in Malaysia did not allow their students take mobile phones to school
you know, in this era globalisasi, we NEED mobile phones!!!
don't bother those who take some bullshit video or photos, I REALLY NEED MY MOBILE PHONE!!!
Owww~~

really baka teacher, go hell and %$@*&>>>>.....

感恩有你们这班好伙伴！

2009-08-14T17:15:00.000+08:00

虽然the conclusion is...我要去跟老师交代
但这也是我应该做的啦，谈判这种事。
但也要谢谢你们给我想办法，不，是给这个团体想办法。
你们都挺热心的，谢谢哦！
至少我们开会时很快乐的，叫你们工作也都有做，也很同意最后决定（因为是大家一起讨论的嘛）
或许你们会认为我还挺不懂事的，不对，我只是跟你们的想法一致，并且希望能达到共识。
我也是会坚持己见的！
钱的事大家放心！有时我会再call你们的！

BK

2009-08-08T00:02:00.000+08:00

BK BK BK BK BK BK BK BK BK!!!!

不懂情绪干吗被莫名的波动。。。

是很讨厌这种拖拖拉拉的感觉

是很不喜欢这种迷迷糊糊的情况

好想快结束。

反正自己的耐力一项都不好，又或许这不是对的树

哎，也不懂自己到底想怎样。

就这样顺其自然？

我也想。。。

但是女人的神经线本来就错纵复杂

想啊想的，害怕自己被耍！

真想撞墙！

tomorrow~~~

2009-07-31T21:20:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow, the party will held
I am going to perform a dance with the other 19 dancer.
Waltz, the dance we just practice for 2 days, and we are performing it 2mr...=.=

just now we just stay back at school to practice,from 2.30pm till 6.00pm, i miss my lunch and my stomach pain-pain....555555.....

BUT i will ganbate!

忙啊~

2009-07-28T16:02:00.000+08:00

忙里抽空！写了这个。

刚上任就得收拾怎么多东西，哎...
但我会好好加油的！有你们的合作和支持！
加油加油！！

让人陶醉

2009-07-19T10:59:00.000+08:00

风儿轻拂我的脸，举起我的发丝，黑眼瞳中只映出这片让我如痴如醉的新绿田园。看着稻草儿的一撇一弯，不禁让我嘴角弧起。这片田被家乡的路衬托着，在嫣红夕阳的熏染下，更让人陶醉。

做咖吨Jogathon

2009-07-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

Phew....at last, the school jogathon(marathon) had ended....
it is just only 10:18pm and i am already so sleepy...

this year jogathon is quite different, it is not that boring as last year's.
I've talk a lot with a friend when I am on duty with she. OK! I am not going to be "steamed" anymore!! GENKI－DAYO!!!

and more....
I had talked to an old friend again...nope! not only AN
quite glad...

翻译给我懒惰读英文的某朋友：
跑完啦！看到了一些很吓人的场面，知道了很多事，要改变改变啦！
和一些旧朋友联络上啦！很开心一下！（详情自己读英文的！）

Yay! sushi to onigiri!

2009-07-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

YayYay! I made a sushi, although it is just tuna sushi, quite happy!
I made Onigiri too!the size are chubby and small,like me! haha
Well, I have small hands, so my onigiri are small too!( my palm width are about 6cm(2.5 inches) only....)
and thanks to my cousin---Ni, for teaching me the way of rolling sushi!

this are my sushi! it is the dinner for me,my mom and my niece...

My failure dish...

2009-07-13T18:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday I did onigiri but it was a failure....because of the rice
It seems that the rice of our country are different from the rice of Japan
the rice can't stick together...

haiz....later i learn the way of adding rice vinegar into the rice after it is cooked
Luckily I have a cousin who is supeeeeer good in culinary!

next time i am going to make sushi!!!

hmmm...i seem to be love cooking huh?
OK! I'll cook my favourite dish(curry chicken) too!!

Turning with Juuni Kokki's OST

2009-07-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

the anime i watched--Juuni Kokki( twelve kingdom), ananime based on a novel. I watched it at twelve once, but attracted to it great story, I watched it again these few days, I am now bigger, have another view of this anime and the story and the message in this anime, Learned a lot. a very good anime.

This anime have great soundtrack. Mostly Chinese orchestra,and some of them are a perfect combination of western music instrument and eastern music instrument.

My favourite song in twelve kingdom is Shihouka 思芳歌.

more at http://www.keiichianimeforever.com/music/Juuni-Kokki/

Waiting for my Meiji....

2009-07-11T18:13:00.000+08:00

Meiji chocolate....my second favourite chocolate!!
currently waiting my sister who is coming home from Kuala Lumpur...who is taking the Meiji Chocolate!!
It is hard to find Meiji chocolate in Penang, I've heard that there are a shop which selling Japanese stuff at Gurney.

But due to my tight schedule(I am a busy one ...haha), and I have no vehicle to take me to the other side of the Penang Island, and my father are sooooo worried when his little daughter go shopping, So i haven't go to Gurney for long long looooong time......pity huh?

Last month, when i went to Kuala Lumpur to visit my sister, I went to Sunway pyramid and went to a shop selling Japanese stuff. I bought Mow ice-cream and Meiji chocolate bar, hmmm...both are tasty!

I love Japanese food, especially sushi and oyakodon. I love to eat takoyaki too! haha!Occha is good too!

ブザービット　崖っぷちのヘロー

2009-07-01T17:53:00.000+08:00

Yamapi's new drama--Buzzer Beat Gakeppuchi no Hero!!

It is coming out at 13th of July!!!
Very looking forward to it!!

Excited!! Kyaaaa~~(haha)

R.I.P MJ

2009-06-26T16:57:00.000+08:00

Michael Jackson, rest is peace at his year of 50
the King of Pop suddenly dead, sure a lots of people miss him or get a shock!
first I know him when I was 5, when my brother present his dance
this one........

in somebody's wedding, I slightly know who is MJ
My father got some MJ album, such as the statue one and Bad

as I know how to use the CD player, i keep watching his Album but no idea what is he doing...
that is when I am 6, I love to watch the Ghost, especially the ceiling walking part, it is scary~~(for the six year old me)

MJ , the King of Pop, Rest In Peace...

Not that type

2009-06-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

Today, when i ask my teacher the way of making homemade bread
she get a shock when she knows that i have a hobby of culinary and sewing...haha
like she doesn't believe

really, my style is not that type, i am like a sporty type...or outgoing type..
hmm.... hyperactive...haha
well, i have a hobby of swimming and dancing too, (and going to the beach ^.^)
kinda moderate personality
I love both--slender type and sporty type

when i am 14, i fell into punk style music cuz of Avril Lavigne
I went on learning Drum

At 15, i fell on piano and learn piano while i am a keyboard player
it is quite fun, it is so free to do things i like

Well, culinary, swimming, sewing and dancing are my hobby
love to do those things!

脱下乌龟壳

2009-06-20T14:36:00.000+08:00

我的心是一只乌龟
害怕时就会把内心躲起来，用外壳面对

我的外壳不是坚强的一面
它只是个刻有美丽花纹的外壳
它只能让我的心好过一点
它让我的心成为很好的演员
演的完美无瑕无破绽

我的心撑乌龟壳撑得累了，一针我就受不了

好想脱下来...

但我不能....太多要顾虑了.............

words for the Sea

2009-06-18T15:30:00.000+08:00

Well,since when...i love the sea

Wondering what is on the other side of the sea....

across the ships, the whales, the ocean....

What is waiting for me there?

or

is there really anything waiting me?

I'll search, search for the one who I have waited so long to meet....

shore......

Training Camp's photos

2009-06-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

during the training camp, i took some photos with my mobile phone:

Station Game

Hahaha

Lean

Yew

Baka Sam

Chung ling butterworth scout with their campfire

two little turtle(camp) watching the sea

Yew who spoiled the view(hahaha)

Station game

when i am free

训练营

2009-06-07T20:07:00.000+08:00

结束了为期三天两夜的训练营，这个训练营有苦亦有乐。
大家都尽了力，虽然还是有点不顺利，
但我们这39人有了与众不同的美好回忆，体验了与众不同的野外生活
大家对彼此有更深一沉的了解，成了朋友
我同时又更爱大海了，因为当我伤心时，对着大海，听大海的声音
心很宁静，眼泪也会被释放出来，
大海就像在为我疏解压力，安慰我。

在训练营里，我有两个朋友，一个生病了，一个胃痛
在最后一天都被送去医院了，用船
生病的是荣炜，他发烧了，发烧前一天，可以从他脸红的程度看出他人有多热。
晚上十二点到，他就直接睡在沙到完的地上，直到深夜，志铭才发现他发烧了。
荣炜是因为人热，加上前一天没睡，就倒了
隔天，他就只能躺着，好像很幸苦。
胃痛的是家威，在大家正在洗澡准备回时，他突然肚子痛，症状就像盲肠炎
吓坏了大家，之前我才遇见他好好的，怎知转过头，
他就和荣炜还有另一个不舒服的ahli送去医院，但到岸后，他说只是胃痛
大家才松了一口气，之后大家就一直叮咛他多吃东西，不吃辣，多吃甜
可见我们着一班人的好感情...嘻嘻
其实这两人都是很壮的，两个都是muscle man，但两人都倒了。

另外，我和嘉燕一起冲凉。你的我的看到完。哈哈哈
这次我们两个挺粘的，淑莲很忙，所以就剩下我们这两多金花。
两人在一起很疯狂，一起奔海被罚，拿着tissue paper就坐在角落一起挖鼻子etc
我们也遇见了北海钟灵scout，他们的食物不见了，我们还拿些过去呢！（虽然我有点不爽他们）
再次证明童军是团结合作、互相帮助的。

虽然很忙，有点不快乐，但很爽。苦的甜的大家一起吃，很难得。

Sharing the sky to you~

2009-06-04T14:29:00.000+08:00

Sky with clouds

the cloudy sky

my favourite place with the cloudy sky

sky on the sea

Can't believe it

2009-06-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

Wow!! i can't believe that we sat together and have breakfast only the two of us!!!
since 2 years ago he is so cold to me, and we are like having a wall between us...
juzz can't believe....

first, the atmosphere is a little awkward, we did not talk
and he start the topic...that time i was like HUuuh......=.="

well, time pass by...those unhappy memories should be left back
maybe when the preparation for camping is over,
we will back into those 'cold' relationships
but it is a good sign that we may be friend again....

well, only Gods knows wat will happen later...

Beach! i am coming!!!!

2009-06-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

it is just only 2 days left for us to go to monkey beach for camping....
OMG, sleepover in the school!!!
our gang are going to share ghost stories again....
AHHH, i am afraid ,excited, and happy!
i have heard lots of stories about our school at night...(gulps)

and how is it sleeping in a camp at the beach??
I have sleep in a forest b4 at Langkawi Island.
but this sure will be different!!

loooooooooooooking forward to it!!!

I change my blog!!

2009-06-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

cuz of some error in my last blog, happiy go lucky....i switch to this blog!
so continue my journey of blogging here!

Something call Blogging

I'm Back!我回来了！

离家

Natsume Yuujinchou-ED- Aishiteru - Kourin

九月十七日

减肥减肥~

过段日子，就不把你藏起来了

白羊觉得孤单了

我喜欢向日葵

好高骛远，不自量力，对！我就是！

学会认错

更新啦~~随写~~

books, musics, milk...clear my soul

我有梦想

随想~想什么写什么

人缘

Shoes!

谁要请我？？

又是钱

朋友，请原谅我就是这样的女生

Sorry ne~

八

I HATE TAT!

sungguh MALANG

我的blog没问题啦~~~

U are a stuipid stupid

Rojak English

打一通电话之过程

For Malaysians

闷死了~BORING~!!!

一杯水--姓庄的

带我的灵魂去买鞋吧~~~

我的电话~my mobile phones

感恩有你们这班好伙伴！

BK

tomorrow~~~

忙啊~

让人陶醉

做咖吨Jogathon

Yay! sushi to onigiri!

My failure dish...

Turning with Juuni Kokki's OST

Waiting for my Meiji....

ブザービット 崖っぷちのヘロー

R.I.P MJ

Not that type

脱下乌龟壳

words for the Sea

Training Camp's photos

训练营

Sharing the sky to you~

Can't believe it

Beach! i am coming!!!!

I change my blog!!

更新啦随写

ブザービット　崖っぷちのヘロー